wow! finally got my driving license lo! :) LOL after like spent close to 1 yr of time on it and close to 2k dollars learning. the misery of spending alot of smth i alr know and comfortable with, but somehow still hav to abide by the stupid rules, has finally come to an end!~!!
LOL really thank lots to the deities i prayed to for the past 2 days. they hav been there for me thru out. definitely damn lucky ytd. first, i kena the test route tt is quite easy. second, i strike kerb and i still can pass..o.0 lol. overall scored 12 demerits. 10 for strike kerb, 2 for improper technique in e braking. seriously damn good... :):):):):)
cheers to jun xiang for finally gt his class 3 license on 06082010!
Friday, August 6, 2010
Saturday, July 31, 2010
can i hav a glass bottle pls?!
YES! I NEED A GLASS BOTTLE! FUCK! TO SMASH IT HARD AGAINST THE BLOODY WALL! ARGHHH! DAMN THIS WORLD OF HYPOCRITES!
CB! today feel fucking pissed! not my day definitely! i really wanna punch 2 guys today! foo and song de, wtf?! u guys i really cant imagine how low eq-mindded u guys are k! fuck!
foo: can u pls wake up ur bloody idea?! u seriously need a whack on the head isit?! wheres ur manners and discipline. din u hav any sense of guilt?! u are standing right in front of a drink and a bag. the lady alr tell u not to stand there le. FINE! den u continue standing. its ok..... wad u did nxt is totally unbearable! fuck! u moved back. felt tt u stepped on a cup of drink. the drink split over the bag, which seems to be branded. AND U BLODDY HELL DUN CARE?! I CAUGHT U LOOKING BACK TO CHECK WAD U STEPPED ON K! ITS OBVIOUS TT U KNOW TT THE BOTTLE SPILT OVER THE BAG. DUN DENY.... STOP STOP! STOOOPPP!!!! STOPP SAYING TT U CHECKED AND U DIN NOTICE THE SPILT CUP! u are getting irritating, foo! enough of ur nonsense alr pls! stop thinking tt ignorance can clear ur bloody guilt! when u turned over, i was waiting u know?! waiting for ur bloody mouth to say sorry to whoever tt is in concern. take a piece of tissue paper to show tt u are guilty, remorseful.... fuck?! u still stood down there?! look somewhere else thinking tt nth has happened?! ppl's bag leh?! u gonna pay for it?! at least show tt u are trying to help salvage the situation! bloody fool! not tt i accuse u, u know. from how u ans later on, saying tt "wa shit i din know im so unlucky", i know bloody hell u trying to deny all these! ytd u vented ur anger on the doors, slammed them all, thinking tt ppl stole ur milo. pls! can u stop assuming?! check with ppl! stop accusing ppl and GROW UP! u hav to bloody get to the real world now and u think u can survive with tt fucking attitude of urs?! pls la...
song de, wd fren are u?! i nvr nvr feel so much betrayed by this guy like u. always so respectable as my upper-study. bloody hell! posted " if u think im gay like this status, like this" as my bloody status on my bloody fb acct! cb.... u hav simply abuse my trust for u can! plain childish act! seriously, 22nd le... grow up! alan, u too! pls! wah..." stop acting guilty" la... asking u a question, "if u did smth to my fb, pls admit" bloody hell! "if u think its me, then ure wrong. its song de. -.- aiya wadever la, everything me." EH PLS! I BLOODY HELL USED UR PHONE K! WHO ELSE I SHULD TRACK BACK TO?! BEST! IN MSN CONVO, :
EH COM'ON LA! U TOT I VERY HAPPY TO HAV ALL THESE SHIT IN MY FB?! U SHULDNT IN THE FIRST PLACE ALLOWED ALL THESE. DO SMTH LIKE REMOVIN THE COMMENT?! u chose to bloody keep ur bloody hell mouth shut!
eh guys! i seriously no pushover now can! i really pissed today. GRRROOOWWW UPPP!!!!!!!
CB! today feel fucking pissed! not my day definitely! i really wanna punch 2 guys today! foo and song de, wtf?! u guys i really cant imagine how low eq-mindded u guys are k! fuck!
foo: can u pls wake up ur bloody idea?! u seriously need a whack on the head isit?! wheres ur manners and discipline. din u hav any sense of guilt?! u are standing right in front of a drink and a bag. the lady alr tell u not to stand there le. FINE! den u continue standing. its ok..... wad u did nxt is totally unbearable! fuck! u moved back. felt tt u stepped on a cup of drink. the drink split over the bag, which seems to be branded. AND U BLODDY HELL DUN CARE?! I CAUGHT U LOOKING BACK TO CHECK WAD U STEPPED ON K! ITS OBVIOUS TT U KNOW TT THE BOTTLE SPILT OVER THE BAG. DUN DENY.... STOP STOP! STOOOPPP!!!! STOPP SAYING TT U CHECKED AND U DIN NOTICE THE SPILT CUP! u are getting irritating, foo! enough of ur nonsense alr pls! stop thinking tt ignorance can clear ur bloody guilt! when u turned over, i was waiting u know?! waiting for ur bloody mouth to say sorry to whoever tt is in concern. take a piece of tissue paper to show tt u are guilty, remorseful.... fuck?! u still stood down there?! look somewhere else thinking tt nth has happened?! ppl's bag leh?! u gonna pay for it?! at least show tt u are trying to help salvage the situation! bloody fool! not tt i accuse u, u know. from how u ans later on, saying tt "wa shit i din know im so unlucky", i know bloody hell u trying to deny all these! ytd u vented ur anger on the doors, slammed them all, thinking tt ppl stole ur milo. pls! can u stop assuming?! check with ppl! stop accusing ppl and GROW UP! u hav to bloody get to the real world now and u think u can survive with tt fucking attitude of urs?! pls la...
song de, wd fren are u?! i nvr nvr feel so much betrayed by this guy like u. always so respectable as my upper-study. bloody hell! posted " if u think im gay like this status, like this" as my bloody status on my bloody fb acct! cb.... u hav simply abuse my trust for u can! plain childish act! seriously, 22nd le... grow up! alan, u too! pls! wah..." stop acting guilty" la... asking u a question, "if u did smth to my fb, pls admit" bloody hell! "if u think its me, then ure wrong. its song de. -.- aiya wadever la, everything me." EH PLS! I BLOODY HELL USED UR PHONE K! WHO ELSE I SHULD TRACK BACK TO?! BEST! IN MSN CONVO, :
| (9:59 PM) alanlim | 앨: | aiya, it's my fault lar. my hp ma. i ask song de to apologise to you lor i childish. okay? |
|---|---|
| (10:00 PM) -l.j.x-: | i dun wish to talk to u |
EH COM'ON LA! U TOT I VERY HAPPY TO HAV ALL THESE SHIT IN MY FB?! U SHULDNT IN THE FIRST PLACE ALLOWED ALL THESE. DO SMTH LIKE REMOVIN THE COMMENT?! u chose to bloody keep ur bloody hell mouth shut!
eh guys! i seriously no pushover now can! i really pissed today. GRRROOOWWW UPPP!!!!!!!
Monday, July 19, 2010
huaisian's 21st party
hmmmm seems like its time for me to think abt my 21st party le! jenalyn's was fun last nite! loads of fun!:DDDD despite the food being tt little, bt overall i must say the activities planned turned out fun, sexy and hot! o.0
her birthday is held in a small mini room(some where in circular road), with invited consisting for us 2/3 guys and gals of cos!, oso her yjc and her unisim frens. lol as usual, everyone's birthday will end up like my birthday, with me largely been sabotaged.-.- (those guys ahhh nvr change since sec 1 sia, forever as childish. but cos thats the way they are, we always hav such much fun wherever we go:))
the fun all started out with the emcee of the day telling us to come up with a "dare" card each for huaisian to pick on. wellll... as usual, not to my surprise, my name somehow or another is brought in to be the subotaged figure. kinda used to all these shits alr la, just like how they did to me in sec sch. just tt i was curious wad was up their sleeves this time round.
finally the games session started, and its really nvr once lacking of surprises. o.0
LOL guess wads the first forfeit?! on me of cos! its said on the paper to give gentle rub on my body and pour candle wax on my abs?! wtf! to my quick response, upon think rubbing seems damn weird. i quickly shrugged the idea off but submit to the idea of waxing lor... PSSSTTT!!! jenalyn poured at least 100ml of liquid wax on my exposed abs! PAAAIINNNN!!!
moments after, being the one sabotaged just now, my name was called to ans a stupid "truth" ques. wa this the time, when i feel quite guilty.... the emcee asked abt how i first met jenalyn and how i think of her. i like stunned! and said, "oh we met each other since sec 1...." "no la! " she exclaimed. tution! miss oh's class! how could i hav forgotten man. but pretty shocked abt she still rmb all these. good fren indeed! i deserve a slap on the face! LOL. but for punishment, i was forced to hold her hands and look into her eyes for 10 sec.. argh long one la of cos....next came in with e ans and ques session, which i totally suck at it man! LOL i din even know her birthday, and all thanks to jamie, i know its 16july1989. heng ah gt her help! if not malu sia... overall quite fun la. best part came in the cake! devour! with some finale game of cards, number guessing, and almost gt myself drunk due to forfeit.
overall a great nite! thanks jenalyn. happy 21st birthday!:)
her birthday is held in a small mini room(some where in circular road), with invited consisting for us 2/3 guys and gals of cos!, oso her yjc and her unisim frens. lol as usual, everyone's birthday will end up like my birthday, with me largely been sabotaged.-.- (those guys ahhh nvr change since sec 1 sia, forever as childish. but cos thats the way they are, we always hav such much fun wherever we go:))
the fun all started out with the emcee of the day telling us to come up with a "dare" card each for huaisian to pick on. wellll... as usual, not to my surprise, my name somehow or another is brought in to be the subotaged figure. kinda used to all these shits alr la, just like how they did to me in sec sch. just tt i was curious wad was up their sleeves this time round.
finally the games session started, and its really nvr once lacking of surprises. o.0
LOL guess wads the first forfeit?! on me of cos! its said on the paper to give gentle rub on my body and pour candle wax on my abs?! wtf! to my quick response, upon think rubbing seems damn weird. i quickly shrugged the idea off but submit to the idea of waxing lor... PSSSTTT!!! jenalyn poured at least 100ml of liquid wax on my exposed abs! PAAAIINNNN!!!
moments after, being the one sabotaged just now, my name was called to ans a stupid "truth" ques. wa this the time, when i feel quite guilty.... the emcee asked abt how i first met jenalyn and how i think of her. i like stunned! and said, "oh we met each other since sec 1...." "no la! " she exclaimed. tution! miss oh's class! how could i hav forgotten man. but pretty shocked abt she still rmb all these. good fren indeed! i deserve a slap on the face! LOL. but for punishment, i was forced to hold her hands and look into her eyes for 10 sec.. argh long one la of cos....next came in with e ans and ques session, which i totally suck at it man! LOL i din even know her birthday, and all thanks to jamie, i know its 16july1989. heng ah gt her help! if not malu sia... overall quite fun la. best part came in the cake! devour! with some finale game of cards, number guessing, and almost gt myself drunk due to forfeit.
overall a great nite! thanks jenalyn. happy 21st birthday!:)
Monday, July 12, 2010
first time, most probably the last time
WA THE WORLD CUP 2010 FINALLY COMES TO AN END! SPAIN WON OVER HOLLAND DURING EXTRA TIME TO CLINCH THEIR FIRST WORLD CUP TROPHY IN THEIR HISTORY!!!!!
the match is close, in fact v close. i actually watched the match in camp bcos haix... long story....
( it was a last min thing whereby my unit was organising a mass world cup screening. ee was asked to select 2 ppl from the a wksp to attend this cos simply no one will want to attend this lame shit event. i rejected violently cos i alr promised my fren tt i will be watching soccer with him tt nite. den ee was frustrated and decided on ''drawing lots'' method to select the ppl who will be going for this shit. initially i think the idea is good, cos it will be fair. i try to tell ee to choose ppl among the non-regulars but before i could finish, he start reprimanded me for talking too much. -.- after he had finished preparing all the lots, i den realised tt even the regulars are oso involved! ee din do as wad i expected. in the end, the result is tt 2 regulars dio..... feeling so guilty, i decided to swap with one. why? of cos i dun wish to come back la! but he is the sort tt dun like to be forced to come for such event. being afraid tt more trouble will surface when he dun turn up. i decided to swap lo....)
anw, world cup finals this year is really cool! holland could hav grabbed the trophy if not for the man-of-the-match, iker casillas! he singlehandedly saved 2 one-on-one with Robben. wah... heart almost throbbed out sia! cos i betted on spain to win 2-0. but sadly 0-0 by full time.
guess wad?! i lost $295 in betting for world cup! during the last 3 games, i pumped at least $50 for each match... $100 of it spent was on the stupid germany, who thrashed england and argentina and YET CANT PERFORM TO EXPECTATION AGAINST SPAIN AND URUGUAY! ZZZZZ! nonetheless this painful experience let me realise one thing. my luck in betting sucks like shit! my dad is correct... why bet? bet alr, win u earn other ppl's money-u feel guilty, lose u of cos feel sour. no full satisfaction guaranteed. no quick money in this world de.... perhaps i shuld start realising tt.:)
the match is close, in fact v close. i actually watched the match in camp bcos haix... long story....
( it was a last min thing whereby my unit was organising a mass world cup screening. ee was asked to select 2 ppl from the a wksp to attend this cos simply no one will want to attend this lame shit event. i rejected violently cos i alr promised my fren tt i will be watching soccer with him tt nite. den ee was frustrated and decided on ''drawing lots'' method to select the ppl who will be going for this shit. initially i think the idea is good, cos it will be fair. i try to tell ee to choose ppl among the non-regulars but before i could finish, he start reprimanded me for talking too much. -.- after he had finished preparing all the lots, i den realised tt even the regulars are oso involved! ee din do as wad i expected. in the end, the result is tt 2 regulars dio..... feeling so guilty, i decided to swap with one. why? of cos i dun wish to come back la! but he is the sort tt dun like to be forced to come for such event. being afraid tt more trouble will surface when he dun turn up. i decided to swap lo....)
anw, world cup finals this year is really cool! holland could hav grabbed the trophy if not for the man-of-the-match, iker casillas! he singlehandedly saved 2 one-on-one with Robben. wah... heart almost throbbed out sia! cos i betted on spain to win 2-0. but sadly 0-0 by full time.
guess wad?! i lost $295 in betting for world cup! during the last 3 games, i pumped at least $50 for each match... $100 of it spent was on the stupid germany, who thrashed england and argentina and YET CANT PERFORM TO EXPECTATION AGAINST SPAIN AND URUGUAY! ZZZZZ! nonetheless this painful experience let me realise one thing. my luck in betting sucks like shit! my dad is correct... why bet? bet alr, win u earn other ppl's money-u feel guilty, lose u of cos feel sour. no full satisfaction guaranteed. no quick money in this world de.... perhaps i shuld start realising tt.:)
Monday, June 21, 2010
be strong...
i have nvr scolded someone for an hour straight. i felt i hav to. i ranted on and on.... its all for her own good. but wad caught me unguarded is tt she cried..
"where is ur essay? forgot?! how can u forget this thing? not say tt i just verbally tell u, i even wrote the hw down on a piece of paper. thats the practice i always adopt. and u say u dunno? forget? at least go to the file and double confirm? its not as if this practice done by me is new? why are u giving me this lousy attitude every week? hw not done, feels sleepy during lesson. how u think u gonna improve? the intention of me and ur mum here is to help u in every way we can. ur mum spent so much money and time on u, dun u see why? she is caring abt ur future! im here to facilitate wad she wan best from u! u dun care abt ur future?! thats because u are just p6 now! u are too immature to think of wad is impt in this current society! in singapore, qualifications are the most impt thing to survive! if u cant pass ur psle, u can dun even think abt landing in any of the job in singapore. moreover u are a gal. u cant do a thing! now u are too immature, i dun blame u.but pls pls. allow me and ur parents to think for ur future. in the future u gonna regret if u dun repent. when is psle? in 3 mths time! and yet u are telling me tt 3 mths is too long and dreadful? u cant even live w/o ur games and maplestory for this 3 mths? look back at march april and may, how much can u recall from this 3 mths. im sure is nth much. wcos i can easily sum it up for u- PLAY. i really think that for u to improve. i'll hav no choice but to suggest setting password and limit ur use of computer until when psle ends. its all for ur own good!cannot?! can de.... having a restriction u can slowly adapt to this. 3 mths w/o games. just give ur last shot in this 3 mths. this 3 mths will affect ur whole life! u are saying u need to talk to ur frens online?! but u still hav ur school frens wad?!"
she hugged her pillow. heads down hiding her face. sooobbbss... she lied there for 5 mins. crying. heartbreak. i wanna know wad happened. dumbfounded. wanna know her problem. she seems as if smth in her mind tt has been kept for too long. i just hit her rite on her soft spot. cry on cry on... finally she was willing to open up to me.
"i dun hav any sch frens! tts why i hate school! i really hate sch! no one including teachers likes me. everytime i do my hw, my classmates will hide them, or tear them apart and throw it away! den wads worse, they will tell the teacher i din do! i explained, teacher din bother listening to me! the ppl in sch keep bullying me because i am fat. u tell me wad to do?!"
listening to her story, i cant help but to feel very sorry for her. bullying isnt very new to me. i exp being bullied b4. i know how painful the exp is. i dun want the same thing to happen to her. she is still so young. everything still can be salvaged. look at the positive side. in life, u just hav to live with all this adversities. overcome them. show others u are better than them in other ways. nvr succumb to their cruel attempt to make u seem so little. u definitely can be better than them in the future. dun give up urself, dun give up on ppl who care for u. there are always ppl care for u, me included...
"where is ur essay? forgot?! how can u forget this thing? not say tt i just verbally tell u, i even wrote the hw down on a piece of paper. thats the practice i always adopt. and u say u dunno? forget? at least go to the file and double confirm? its not as if this practice done by me is new? why are u giving me this lousy attitude every week? hw not done, feels sleepy during lesson. how u think u gonna improve? the intention of me and ur mum here is to help u in every way we can. ur mum spent so much money and time on u, dun u see why? she is caring abt ur future! im here to facilitate wad she wan best from u! u dun care abt ur future?! thats because u are just p6 now! u are too immature to think of wad is impt in this current society! in singapore, qualifications are the most impt thing to survive! if u cant pass ur psle, u can dun even think abt landing in any of the job in singapore. moreover u are a gal. u cant do a thing! now u are too immature, i dun blame u.but pls pls. allow me and ur parents to think for ur future. in the future u gonna regret if u dun repent. when is psle? in 3 mths time! and yet u are telling me tt 3 mths is too long and dreadful? u cant even live w/o ur games and maplestory for this 3 mths? look back at march april and may, how much can u recall from this 3 mths. im sure is nth much. wcos i can easily sum it up for u- PLAY. i really think that for u to improve. i'll hav no choice but to suggest setting password and limit ur use of computer until when psle ends. its all for ur own good!cannot?! can de.... having a restriction u can slowly adapt to this. 3 mths w/o games. just give ur last shot in this 3 mths. this 3 mths will affect ur whole life! u are saying u need to talk to ur frens online?! but u still hav ur school frens wad?!"
she hugged her pillow. heads down hiding her face. sooobbbss... she lied there for 5 mins. crying. heartbreak. i wanna know wad happened. dumbfounded. wanna know her problem. she seems as if smth in her mind tt has been kept for too long. i just hit her rite on her soft spot. cry on cry on... finally she was willing to open up to me.
"i dun hav any sch frens! tts why i hate school! i really hate sch! no one including teachers likes me. everytime i do my hw, my classmates will hide them, or tear them apart and throw it away! den wads worse, they will tell the teacher i din do! i explained, teacher din bother listening to me! the ppl in sch keep bullying me because i am fat. u tell me wad to do?!"
listening to her story, i cant help but to feel very sorry for her. bullying isnt very new to me. i exp being bullied b4. i know how painful the exp is. i dun want the same thing to happen to her. she is still so young. everything still can be salvaged. look at the positive side. in life, u just hav to live with all this adversities. overcome them. show others u are better than them in other ways. nvr succumb to their cruel attempt to make u seem so little. u definitely can be better than them in the future. dun give up urself, dun give up on ppl who care for u. there are always ppl care for u, me included...
Friday, June 11, 2010
new stringing exp!
eh nice! just received a msg from my tennis captain we gonna meet up for a few rnds of tennis again!:) cant wait to see them again sia!
finally the string of the tennis racket breaks while i play tennis with gabriel in the morning... all along i want to change but dunno when. at least the broken strings gives me enough reason to change it asap bah.lol. eh! this the first time i re-string my racket man! know nuts abt it! bo bian hav to consult the uncle.
he guided and taught me alot abt stringing stuffs. there are two kinds of strings. one polyester and another synthetic material. polyester better cos the string wun run and the material is durable and sustainable.
besides the material, we need to look at the surface of the strings we buy. there are different texture, ranging from the smooth ones to the rough ones. of cos the rough ones suits my playing style la. it provides more brushing to the ball- better grip and spin to the ball as per say.
i bought the one with rough surface, told tt the cross-section is 6 sided. sounds good and it cost only 28 dollars! much lesser than i tot!
but besides knowing all these, there is one add. thing we shuld know while stringing. the tension. smth i din know of when my former coach helped me to string. after much consideration i decided to go for tension- 55(a mid range number)... mid range. why? i learnt tt the lower tension it is, the ball will go deeper while a very tight one will be less powerful.
wao really a good knowledge i gained from this stringing exp. haha just wanna write here so tt i can refer to it anytime if i forget HAHAH!
finally the string of the tennis racket breaks while i play tennis with gabriel in the morning... all along i want to change but dunno when. at least the broken strings gives me enough reason to change it asap bah.lol. eh! this the first time i re-string my racket man! know nuts abt it! bo bian hav to consult the uncle.
he guided and taught me alot abt stringing stuffs. there are two kinds of strings. one polyester and another synthetic material. polyester better cos the string wun run and the material is durable and sustainable.
besides the material, we need to look at the surface of the strings we buy. there are different texture, ranging from the smooth ones to the rough ones. of cos the rough ones suits my playing style la. it provides more brushing to the ball- better grip and spin to the ball as per say.
i bought the one with rough surface, told tt the cross-section is 6 sided. sounds good and it cost only 28 dollars! much lesser than i tot!
but besides knowing all these, there is one add. thing we shuld know while stringing. the tension. smth i din know of when my former coach helped me to string. after much consideration i decided to go for tension- 55(a mid range number)... mid range. why? i learnt tt the lower tension it is, the ball will go deeper while a very tight one will be less powerful.
wao really a good knowledge i gained from this stringing exp. haha just wanna write here so tt i can refer to it anytime if i forget HAHAH!
Sunday, June 6, 2010
moments of truth
mon. 31/05/2010
went out with lao nv ren to eat! wa liao dunno treat her umpteen times le lo! but hahah treating her makes me feel good la. cos can make her feel guilty ma, which in the end is.. hahaha! she said she will treat me back nxt time de! ITS RECORDED HERE! U CANT RUN AWAY FROM UR PROMISE NOW! WAHAHHA! went maxwell food centre. had our dinner there... haha. eh though cheap, but their food is nice k! me and her walked arnd trying to loook for nice food to eat.but apparently some of the more famous stalls closed alr. in the end, we just hav to settle with the remaining, but still nice ones.she intended to go for wanton noodles and so i just hand my 5 dollars notes to her! NAH! haha...." u like my father leh!" LOL! -this is the way how tai tai lives ma! after the meal, we walked all the way to chinatown... walk walk walk.... only 15mins walk wor! not too far... settle for koi for our drinks and den we walked to the station to head back home....
she is not going by train... someone is gonna fetch her. her bf, she admitted. sounds weird and reluctant. dunno how she feels towards me. but deep down i do feel smth. dunno why.. she did asked me if she shuld accept him as her bf. den, i, pretending as a generous man, decided to give her a v noble ans, "go accept if he is v nice to u lor". i stupid or wad... not v sure..but i all along see her as my good fren leh. afraid to lose a nice fren like her? yup..she is a nice gal definitely. wad do i still wait for? mayb somebody better than her, somebody im pretty sure is the one for me? yes. i can only think this way now. i hope one day real soon i can find this v one...
05/06/2010 sat
went out with the clique for a usual clique outing.dinner. in sushi tei ,taka. packed by 6pm. hav to book a place using a name. nig and wz exclaimed, "mr ma!" -.-
they asked to put my hp no. -.-
they nvr know how hurtful it is to say this in front of me. thanks ah... put my number somemore. -.-
i just dont feel as if i getting away from this shit, no matter how hard i tried. i tried to divert my attention away. but i just going round in circles. back to her.
the whole day, i was a blank.
i dunno how to talk.
i just so mentally broken down.
dun wish to stay any longer.
decided to leave early.
wz and nig seem to know why i leave early.
i cant stay any longer.
mayb even in this clique.
i seriously need a break
a v long one....
but how??
went out with lao nv ren to eat! wa liao dunno treat her umpteen times le lo! but hahah treating her makes me feel good la. cos can make her feel guilty ma, which in the end is.. hahaha! she said she will treat me back nxt time de! ITS RECORDED HERE! U CANT RUN AWAY FROM UR PROMISE NOW! WAHAHHA! went maxwell food centre. had our dinner there... haha. eh though cheap, but their food is nice k! me and her walked arnd trying to loook for nice food to eat.but apparently some of the more famous stalls closed alr. in the end, we just hav to settle with the remaining, but still nice ones.she intended to go for wanton noodles and so i just hand my 5 dollars notes to her! NAH! haha...." u like my father leh!" LOL! -this is the way how tai tai lives ma! after the meal, we walked all the way to chinatown... walk walk walk.... only 15mins walk wor! not too far... settle for koi for our drinks and den we walked to the station to head back home....
she is not going by train... someone is gonna fetch her. her bf, she admitted. sounds weird and reluctant. dunno how she feels towards me. but deep down i do feel smth. dunno why.. she did asked me if she shuld accept him as her bf. den, i, pretending as a generous man, decided to give her a v noble ans, "go accept if he is v nice to u lor". i stupid or wad... not v sure..but i all along see her as my good fren leh. afraid to lose a nice fren like her? yup..she is a nice gal definitely. wad do i still wait for? mayb somebody better than her, somebody im pretty sure is the one for me? yes. i can only think this way now. i hope one day real soon i can find this v one...
05/06/2010 sat
went out with the clique for a usual clique outing.dinner. in sushi tei ,taka. packed by 6pm. hav to book a place using a name. nig and wz exclaimed, "mr ma!" -.-
they asked to put my hp no. -.-
they nvr know how hurtful it is to say this in front of me. thanks ah... put my number somemore. -.-
i just dont feel as if i getting away from this shit, no matter how hard i tried. i tried to divert my attention away. but i just going round in circles. back to her.
the whole day, i was a blank.
i dunno how to talk.
i just so mentally broken down.
dun wish to stay any longer.
decided to leave early.
wz and nig seem to know why i leave early.
i cant stay any longer.
mayb even in this clique.
i seriously need a break
a v long one....
but how??
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